cOpy-KAT

la lang… i reAlly love it pag Sunday na.. don’t know.. cguro kasi it’s the only time na I could sleep as much as I want to, I could stay at home all day, I could just listen to the radio or watch tv… and of course, attend the mass with my Popsy and sister or sometimes with my friends.,=)

bUt now, my Sunday life has changed! arrgghh!=( From the time I woke up, wala na akong ibang inisip but WITTGENSTEIN’S TRACTATUS! kainis! as in! it’s consists of only 7 propositions but my gosh! you’ll spend much time reading and doing a reaction paper about it! Actually, i’ve read it last week pa and I started doing my reaction paper kahapon pa! Too bad, nasa proposition #4 pa lang ako today.. huhu!=(

Hay! enough about that stupid Philosophy! How I wish it’s Thursday na para retreat na namin..=) I’m really excited about that retreat! it’s my last retreat na kasi as a student.. huhu!=( Sana through it, i’ll be able to have reflections about myself, my life, the importance of everyone and everything!=) Sana rin mas maging tight un samahan namin batchmates specially kaming magbabarkada…=) Sana maresolve na lahat ng issues…=) Sana walang moo-moo…=( Naku eek, tabi na lang tayo huh?! hehe!=) Basta marami pa akong "sana"…=) (secret ko na yun!)

hmmMMm… I guess that’s all for this post! next time again! mwahmwahmwah!=)

It’ll be alright
You said
Tommorrow
Don’t you cry
Don’t you shed a tear
When you wake up
I will still be here
When you wake up
We’ll battle all your fears
And now I’ll…

Take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories
I can’t take it anymore
I’ve cried my eyes out
Oh,and now I face the years
The way you loved me
Vanished all the tears

Just a little more time was all we needed
Just a little time for me to see
Oh,the light that life can give you
Oh,how we get such a free
So now I’ll…

Take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories
I can’t take it anymore
I’ve cried my eyes out
Oh,and now I face the years
The way you loved me
Vanished all the tears

Today, today I bet my life
You have no idea
What I feel inside
Don’t, be afraid to let it show
For you’ll never know
If you let it hide

I love you
You love me
Take this gift and don’t ask why
Cause if you will let me
I’ll take what scares you
Hold it deep inside
And if you ask me why I’m with you
And why I’ll never
Leave
Love will show you everything

One day
When youth is just a memory
I know you’ll be standing right next to me

I love you
You love me
Take this gift and don’t ask why
Cause if you will let me
I’ll take what scares you
Hold it deep inside
And if you ask me why I’m with you
And why I’ll never
Leave

My love will show you everything
My love will show you everything
My love will show you everything
My love will show you everything

"What if… life gives you a second chance…. to love the one you lost?"

Oh my God! That statement really struck me!

The movie If only is amazing! It’s a typical love story but it made me cry…=(

I was able to relate with its story… coz once I was also taken for granted… and to tell you, I HATE THAT FEELING!=/

It’s not I’m being bitter here or whatever…

I’m just happy because after we broke up, he finally realized my worth and until now he’s waiting for that second chance! Too bad, I think I can’t give him another chance anymore…=( Enough is enough!

Anyway, that’s the past and I don’t really care about that anymore!=)

Let’s talk about the movie now..

Oh my God! I love that scene when Ian made Sam sing her composition in front of a large crowd… It’s like making Sam’s dream come to reality…

I just can’t imagine how great the feeling is…

Making one’s dream come true in an instant… That’s when I realized that Love really moves in mysterious ways…=)

How I wish I could also find a guy like that! haha!=) (saka na lanG… I’m working on my dreams pa…)

In conclusion, I strongly suggest na watch niyo yung movie… It’s good and reflective… You’ll soon realize the importance of a person in your life and you’ll not end up saying "If only I’ve told him/her what I really thought. If only I could re-live my last day with him/her and put things right. If only…"

arrrggHHH! you just don’t know how Philosophy alienates me!=(

Yes, I am learning a lot from this subject but what’s the use of all these philosophies in the first place?

Saturday morning… instead of resting I have to read the multiple pages of Heidegger’s letter to Humanism.

Sunday morning… instead of sleeping til afternoon, I have to wake up early just to read Karl Marx’s Philosophy!

Monday… I have a Paulthenics class!

Tuesday… here comes our Philosophy class!

OMG! I have no rest at all!=( (pEro di pa rin ako pumapayat! haha!=()

All I do is read, read and read the philosophies of those weirdos! wahaha!

I’m really losing my drive in studying this subject!

How I wish, it’s October na para tapos na! arrghhh!=(

Life is indeed mysterious and full of surprises.

They say that things happen for a reason… that it’s a way of God in teaching us lessons…

Lessons which could either make us or break us…

Lessons which could be a basis in making decisions in life.

Of all these "lessons" in life, LOVE is still a questionabLe thingG for mE..

In my twenty years of living, i’ve had few relationships — and not even one of those lasted for a year.

I don’t know if the problem is with me or it’s just that I’ve chosen the wrong person…

It reALLy confuses me…

Oftentimes I ask myself, "Bakit sila nagtagal, kami hindi?" or "Are we really in love or just infatuated?"

I am afraid of being hurt, yes! That’s why i’m afraid in taking the risks of loving and being loved.

Am I wrong? or am I just being realistic?

I guess I’m just not yet ready to fall so deeply in love…

Maybe when that time comes, I’d be ready to take all the RISKS love may offer me…