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Whoa! At last, I was able to write something here again.. Actually, I don’t really know where to start and what to write about. I have been preoccupied by so many things and at the same time killed by this thing called “badly missing someone”!

Oh there, finally I know what to talk about  here. Yes, I’m totally missing Him! I never thought that this would be as freakin’ hard as this – seems like someone’s stubbing me. I know that this is the consequence of my decisions. I know that I’m doing the right thing now. But somehow, the pain kills me! I envy couples I see here everyday, I always count days till we meet again, I browse our saved photos everyday, I pity myself, I pity Him more. But looking at the bright side of it, I know that God has plans for us. I hope that this longing will soon end.  I’ll be true to my words. I believe he’ll wait for me, as what he had promised. =)

HATE me, MAKE UP stories about me, give MEANINGS even to the simplest statements I utter, question my PREFERENCES in every thing, CRITICIZE the way i put on my make up and fix my hair or even how I dress up, walk and talk!

GO ON, PULL ME DOWN, I DON’T GIVE A DAMN!

Coz you know what? Your KARMA is just waiting around. Moreso, YOUR ACTIONS GIVE A REFLECTION OF YOUR TRUE COLOR!

I was HURT, YES, but I will NOT let that feeling DESTROY & AFFECT me.

Come to think of it, YOU WOULDN’T BE BOTHERED BY MY PRESENCE IF I’M NOT WORTH ANYTHING, RIGHT?! haha!

I PITY YOU…

Madly,

THE "APPLE OF YOUR EYES"

A simple yet beautiful gift for valentine from my friend.=)

Who says valentine’s just for lovers? It could also be celebrated by FRIENDS. I love it! It feels much better celebrating it with a good friend than with a special someone. DOUBTFUL? You better not, I just EXPERIENCED it!

                                  HAPPY HEARTS DAY, EVERYONE!=)

It DOES NOT MATTER  what you THINK OR SAY.

I DON’T LIVE TO PLEASE YOU!

What MATTERS is, I’ve made the MOST of what I HAVE; I had FUN; I LEARNED from what I’ve DONE & I’ve LIVED through it all despite the GOSSIPS & INTRIGUES.

That’s BEING REAL — LIVING A LIFE FEARLESS OF OTHER PEOPLE’S SHADOW!

I guess this post is just a continuation of the last one.. I really am blessed! As in SUPER BLESSED! The chance that i’ve waited for so long has finally arrived.. After a series of screenings, I was chosen as one of the contestants in a certain singing tilt aired on television. Though I’ve gone through a lot of sacrifices and tough decisions, i can still say that IT’S ALL WORTH IT! After all, THIS IS WHAT I REALLY WANTED..=)

We’ll be taping the competition on the 2nd of October and it will be aired on the 14th of the same month. I hope everything will turn out the way God has planned..=)

For having a happy family..

For having few but trusted friends..

For possessing qualities which I can use in the battle of life..

For finding a job which served as a bridge to knowing a lot of nice people, new trusted friends, "friends" and new learnings..=)

I may not be able to enumerate it all. It’s unnumbered. It cannot be counted.

I am just so happy feeling the warmth and sincerity of God’s love.,

Finally, I got the answers to all my questions.,

I’m glad that we had the chance to make things right..

A chance to set each other free and find the one who’s really meant for us.,

I just hate it when people push me to my limits..

There’s a time for every thing.. and people should know that!

Know when to be funny & serious.

That’s all.

This day SUCKS!

PERIOD.

it’s for real.. I totally am a professional.,=P

sO happy.=)